“Iron sharpens iron, man sharpens man.”
To sharpen my character is the most struggling battle that I have. It’s never easy trying to win a war against yourself, against your pride, guilt, stubborness and insecurities.
I really tried to overcome my emotions.
Please don’t blame me being emotional nor judge my shallowness. Yes, I know this is pretty shallow to you but for me it’s a deep pit that leaves you breathless.
Lord, you know I tried to overcome it. I surrendered every bit of anger, pride and bitterness and laid it unto Your feet. I believe You heard my cry and I knew You filled me with grace so I may really overcome it.
But why do I have to face another challenge when I just passed the other one? Or if I haven’t passed the test at all, why add another burden?
It seems like it gets more difficult over time.
I’m sorry Lord, but tonight, hopefully it’s just tonight, I lost the war.